... things aren't going my way...

... my mother is screaming at me on a daily basis...

... my sister is being a royal bitch... as usual...

and well... my life is sucking more than usual...

and i simply do not want to talk to about why i'm being cranky, sullen and more pessimistic than usual...

i miss dale... i miss having someone... to talk to... i mean... a real person i can relate to...

i have a group of friends sure... but they barely understand me... i dont think they even try... which is a good thing for them coz if they tried to understand me... they'll end up in crazy town...

...i really wish i could actually kill myself without having the religious shit nagging at me...