to be continued~ ^^,

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

lol... heheheh *note insane cheezy grin*

i got bored some more... and look what i found!!!

What Is Your Best Sexual Skill?
Flirting Skill Level - 58%
Kissing Skill Level - 95%
Cuddling Skill Level - 86%
Sex Skill Level - 61%
Why They Love You You are very sweet.
Why They Hate You You won't take your socks off.
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check it out... creole comes up with the nicest things...

scarlet_bliss may explode without warning


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How to make a scarlet_bliss

5 parts jealousy

5 parts ambition

3 parts leadership
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of emotion and enjoy!


Personality cocktail
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for the record... i DISLIKE the picture

Which internet subculture do I belong to? [CLICK]
You are a Goth!
Oh Woe is you! Your LJ is full of angsty poetry and every breath is PAINFUL for you. Remember, when you are playing with razor blades, it's down, not across! Make it count! (kidding!)
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scarlet_bliss Highway
Confusion Lane3
Mt. Happiness112
Lake Love230
Please Drive Carefully

Where are you on the highway of life?

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i probably got this answer because i answered the quiz is alright...

Am I cool or uncool? [CLICK]
You are Cool!
You're pretty cool! People look at you and think.. 'wow.. that person is cool!' Congratulations. Use your position wisely and teach the dorks below you a thing or two. There's nothing like recruiting a cool person.
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Monday, June 28, 2004

i absolutely have nothing decent or sensible to write about...

but it was fun to have been able to go out that saturday and spend the rest of the day just unwinding and shit...

you bet it was fun!!!

i managed to get some bed interaction... for 3 hours straight... short time to sleep yeah i know... but 3 hours worth of napping is definitely better than nothing...


was the mall and the arcades... lots of people... nice games... FUN!!!! LOL... a couple of ladies asked me if i could do dance maniacs with them... lol... @.@ am no expert really... go ask the people i usually hang with... i got free games on the pf machine... :P people in timezone that day were sooooooo nice... got some people who asked for my number... dunno why though...


oh yeah...

after having very late lunch...

went straight to the movie house to watch harry potter!!!

@.@ got distracted though... it seems that the airconditioning unit in the movie house was directed to where i was seated so i couldnt really focus on the movie that much... but i did enjoy it...


thanks blogger! you rock!


i need a new blog layout!!! anyone willing to spazz my bloggie out? hit it up on the tagboard right there:


Monday, June 21, 2004

The Whine Post!!!

*glares at the monitor*




*drops dead*


thanks blogger for the net space!

Saturday, June 19, 2004

finally i had that stupid economics report over and done with... now i am just left with... well... failing all of my subjects... boring myself to hell... then probably dropping dead right after...

i'm telling you...

this post is going to be about me ranting bitchily about how sucky the whole project thing was!!!

i knew about the project just last wednesday, june 16th. i went straight to work as soon as i got home... i started plotting an outline and started gathering data and emailing my dad for assistance...

i didnt get much data and i didnt get much work done... i ran out of internet hours and had to wait for thursday to come...

i went to school, went back here in front of my pc to work on the paper again... i missed lunch and dinner and slept real late and still the paper was not done and it was due friday morning!!!

as soon as i woke up the following day i went straight to the pc and really forced my brain to reprocess all the data i got to come up with the analysis and the generalization and the reaction...

got to school pretty late and i was worried that my paper would be no good... that's coz i wasnt satisfied with what i came up with...

i handed my report in... prof read it then and there... graded it and asked me if i wanted to see my grade, i nodded and she handed me my folder... opened the file to the title page and saw her remarks and my grade....

i can't remember the exact wordings but i do remember the grade she placed underneath her comments...

1.25 :D that's like 95% out of a hundred...

but i must say i wasnt exactly totally happy about my grade... it's not that i'm not grateful for it... but it's just that... i didnt find my work satisfactory... i mean... to me it's just plain obvious that it was a product of sheer cramming... *sighs* oh well..

heehee... but i'm pretty pumped up i got a 1.25!!! heehee!!!


thanks blogger you rock!!!

Monday, June 14, 2004

i cant believe how stupid and pissed off i feel right now...

lol... i guess now i know what it feels like to be put off like you mean nothing... and i've been reminded about how much i dont fit in anywhere that's generally okay... add to that the newfound fact or feeling that i've been suddenly left behind...



my consolation for the whole sucky day???

none... just the notion that i'm gonna die soon either from my dad or everything else...


thanks BLOGGER

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

it's a good thing my buds are settling in college alright.

joel said it's been okay only for the direction mishap from his brother and having close encounters with the evil genki-almost-her-clone-preaching-monster girl!!! geh...

creole seems to enjoy her first few days of college life. she said she has acquired a lot of friends and is already part of a barkada.

i couldnt be happier for them...

but at the same time i can't help but feel that i've been left behind. :P a little melodramatic i know but that's how it is for me...

i really hope i can shift to IAD soon... :P i seriously think i'll have a better life there...

thank you BLOGGER for the space!

Monday, June 07, 2004

Lacuna Coil

i've been listening to this band since last year... i wish i knew them way before though...

Lacuna Coil, the band who is originally known as Ethereal, must be one of the music industry's greats. The name of the band, Lacuna Coil means Empty Spiral. They had to change the band's name to LC for the first one was already taken by another band.

Lacuna Coil was born on the year 1996. The said band experienced alot since the debut of their first self-titled mini EP. A band break-up while on tour, physical injuries and multiple line-up changes to name a few. All that and a whole lot more in eight years time.

Lacuna Coil has six members: Cristina Scabbia on vocals, Andrea Ferra or Andy also on vocals, Cristiano Migliore on guitar, Marco Biazzi or Maus as he likes to be called on guitar, Marco Coti Zelati on bass and Cristiano "Criz" Mozzati on drums. But this is not the original band line up. They started out with six members, but then they had Raffaele Zagaria on Guitars, Claudio Leo on Guitars and Leonardo Forti on Drums. At around the spring of 1998 they had Cristiano Migliore on Guitars, Alice on Keyboards and Cristiano Mozzati on Drums. Later on that same year, the band decided to have a second guitar instead of a keyboard player to satisfy the "nature of their musical direction". {That's when Maus came in.} The next year Lacuna Coil settled for the band line-up that we know today.

Moving on...

The band came up with a total of five albums. The first one would be the self-titled mini EP which was born on late 1998. Second album is In A Reverie, followed by Half-Life and not long after that Unleashed Memories was released. And finally their fifth and their latest album, hopefully not the least, is the album Comalies that has the song Heaven's A Lie as its carrier single... I think...

The not so short fact sheet on the band brings me to the real purpose of this post...

Recently the band has gone mainstream and that is quite something to the fans of a somewhat underground gothic band like Lacuna Coil. The band released a video of Heaven's A Lie. So what you may ask? This video release of their song is a bold if not a huge step into the mainstream. Metallica did the same thing and not a lot of people were happy about that.


I was discussing this with my friend Joel who was familiar with both bands. I ranted to him about how much I found Lacuna Coil's going mainstream a bit distasteful. That this whole mainstream thing is simply relative if not synonymous to commercialism. Commercialism, I explained was the very reason a lot of bands lost their very spirit and meaning in the music industry. But Joel just shrugged it off and told me that Lacuna Coil's coming out with a video and going mainstream will not change Lacuna Coil. That they will remain to be the Goth-Rock band I love if not become better as musicians who have a purpose, a message and passion for music. That if Metallica managed to remain Metallica then so can Lacuna Coil!

It was pretty stupid of me to doubt Lacuna Coil and I'm very sorry for that. I was shallow and became closed-minded.

For more info on Lacuna Coil go to their OFFICIAL WEBPAGE

Oh yeah the data you found here in this post were taken from LC's official webpage and Inofficial Lacuna Coil Webpage. You read it right folks, the webpage really does say Inofficial...

Thanks for the netspace BLOGGER!!! You rock!

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

i'm not feeling so genki... actually i feel sick and heavy and shit... i guess that's how one would end up feeling when he/she is anxious and has a lot on his/her mind...

i've tried shrugging it off... and gave myself a deadline... it's just plain comical how stupid i would see myself if i ended up in deep, deep shit...

moving on...

how many times must i subject myself to the negativity brought about by people who shouldn't be feeding me shit??? and every single time i always fine myself listening to people telling me to keep calm and to just let it go since i'm older and that i know better...

for a time it was good... i mean... i was cool and let it go... it's just now that i started minding it because i've started to feel shitty and cheated...

it didnt seem fair that i always have to move back in order to let them through when they've been abusive, annoyingly dense and so very much like a bratty prima donna...

i dont want to keep on making excuses for them so i wouldn't feel negative towards them... i dont want to have to force myself to see and understand why they're like that...

i'm just plain tired of it all...

it's not fair that they get away with things just like that...

it's not fair that i would always have to let their shit pass...

it's not fair that they dont get beaten up to full consciousness...

it's not fair that i have to stay stuck with them...


it's not fair that they're my so-called friend and relative...

they make me feel real tired and at the same time want to lash out at them and kill them on the spot... delete them for the errors that they are... but then again... they're not computer viruses to be deleted and useless pieces of shit to actually kill... they're still human despite...

wishfull thinking would tell you and me that since the world is in a constant state of change maybe they'll change along with it...

but if the trouble cases are considered and branded hopeless... tell me... how do i handle that?