what the hell are YOU playing at?!

frustration is an annoyingly powerful thing. so instead of ranting about how awesome today was. how fun company chiki and jr were and how great the devil wears prada is, i am going to freaking vent about something that REFUSES to explain itself.

ano ba?! what the hell are you playing at?!

a thousand things run through my head as i try to figure you out but i just end up with nothing but a headache. what is it that you want from me?! wait for you till kingdom comes? and what is it with that timing of yours?

you never told me to wait. maybe i shouldnt. but the moment i look or even come close to having someone else, you're "there" all of a sudden. and the second i do have someone else you come freaking out on me or worse, yourself.

forget everything i said.

i'm just another damaged good and my system is probably fried.

go see the devil wears prada.

chiki :: had lots of fun. thanks. :) see you friday
jr :: i already told you what i think and well, it's now up to you how you're going to deal with things. you owe me dessert.

life lessons my crummy @ss

having felt the need to just complete my theo3 practicum, i had mama find me another work that would count as church service. so i hauled myself off my bed at five in the morning, took a bath, got into a pair of trainers, worn out jeans and a tee and went with ate lady to malate church.

dum dum duuuuuum!

met up with the old lady that was the head of the NGO i will be working for and she drove all of us to her house/office. what transpired next made me wonder if i was living in the same world as this woman. here's a list of what made me doubt everything that i knew of the real world:

• #she used a freaking bell to call for her umm.. servants..
• #as she ate breakfast, a whole swarm of people fawned over her for approval and whatnot
• #i have mentioned the bell yes?

i guess that's the old rich for you. the house and the lot still looks great even if time has worked its magic on it. the whole bell thing freaked me out. it's not even remotely funny. i swear that if she EVER uses that to call me i'm quitting! theo3 be damned! i will not have anyone, let alone a rich old woman, ring for me.

*shudder*

=.=;;

i was supposed to go back to school to meet up with kuya john after work, which wasn't so bad by the way. they just had me encode stuff. easy stuff but it did give me a headache. the pc i ended up using looked the same as the computers we used back in gradeschool computer class (that was 7 or 8 years ago). not to mention the company, the two slightly older ladies in the office, were nice and funny. :)

since i've never been to that place/area before i didn't have the slightest clue as to how to get back. i ended up taking two jeepney rides instead of one because i got nervous and got off the first jeepney too damn early. bleah.

at the house, i ate like i haven't eaten in days, changed out of my "work" clothes and laid down for a bit.

MEGAMALL!

got the chocolate and money pops asked his officemate to give us. timezone ain't the same anymore. i blame myself for totally neglecting my arcade life for about half a year!

*sob*

had my timezone card replaced though. now it's blue and nifty. :P

sister arrived at around quarter to 6, ate and had my mom and myself march to the national bookstore. i came out empty handed but full on the tired legs.

JR!!! pasalubong ko? :P heehehehe tell me all about hongkong okies?

:( got school tomorrow. 7:30am.

ZZZZzzZzzzzz

oh yeah.. wednesday! THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA.. need i say more?

out with the old?!

good ford.. what is it with the unrelenting reminders of commercialized romance?

*.*

screw it.

i'll write a better one tomorrow

down my throat

listening to led zeppelin's heartbreaker reminded me of oji the section chief. the guitar riffs i would give a chunk of my anime collection and anne rice books to learn how to play. ledzep is THAT good.

..
thanks to aldrich for lending me his uncle's awesome cds.. i wish it had mobydick in it but i cant be picky :P

the first ish of the school paper will be released tomorrow! yay~ staffers can only think of one word during release date: HONORARIUM!!! hehehe. it's not much but it's a wee more than just something. :P

lexus has always been sensitive to music. he doesnt sing or play any instrument. he just responds to it. right now i'm not sure about what he thinks of led zeppelin. he's beside me and we're directly in front of raffy who's yelling ledzep tunes. you'd think he'd freak out like he did when he heard paris hilton play while he was sleeping because led tends to be loud at times. but that's not how he's reacting. he currently has his eyes closed. i'm pretty sure he's still awake because his ears are still moving a little and he opened his eyes when i paused the playing for awhile. it's either he likes led zeppelin or he thinks it's a nice album to sleep with. oh well.


to each his own, man.. to each his fucking own.
chiki! cosmo+fries+hotfudgesundae=absolutefun^3 THANKS!!!
ethel! XD see you tomorrow! :P i wonder how much i'm getting. heehee

i leave you with a little something taken during the elections..


yep.. guy to the right is one of my professors.
'nuff said.

a couple of screwdrivers later

the sun died and the moon rose a thousand times and i still dont have anything that resembles a feature article.

=.=;;

i want a money tree

hello procrastination

i never thought much of politics so i never considered it as a career option for me but i ended up running and losing (by fourteen votes) during the SCC election. collegiate politics sure is something.

so glad it's all over.

:P mighty congratulations to my party-mates who won and to the people from the other party that i like/d. ^^

anyway, to blow off some steam from losing, chiki went with me to sm north where we walked around for a bit. we were along the perfumes section when the male sales clerk heard us talk about paris hilton. it went like this...

me: they sell paris hilton crap here?!
chiki: yeah-..
clerk: paris hilton ma'am? yes we have paris hilton! (proceeds to show a sickeningly pink bottle)
me: really? i hate paris hilton.

chiki and myself exit stage left.

XD it was funny and interesting though. hehehehe

crappy muffins..

i need to get started on my articles. i havent written one and my deadline's on the 23rd. ethel is so going to kill me.. -.-;;

here's a short list of the people i miss right now:
carmie and jay
:P

i discovered something about myself last friday. it's a known fact that i hate people.. and i never thought i could hate "people" even more.. but i did..

sale+mall+people^3 = @.@

bleah.

night night~

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