to be continued~ ^^,

Saturday, September 16, 2006


got that dance thing over and done with yesterday.


thanks a whole bunch for your hard work and for letting me dance with you guys. it was the most tiring, painful and fun thing i have ever done!


XD i made a couple of mistakes but it's all good..

chiki bunny, jack//alex and jay i'm so so so so so so sorry i fell asleep on you guys! :P *hugs*

+the aftermath+
unwinding.. from the top left to right kuya jerome, ate sharon;
kuya ryan, myself and chiki

back row from left: kuya gladdy, kuya juanito, chiki, myself and kuya jerome;
middle row: kuya ryan, ethel and ate sharon and adrian

XD that would be me, kuya jerome and ate sharon
me burning out at figaro

Saturday, September 09, 2006

oh me of spazmic proportions :P

yesterday started out quite well. spoke with chiki on the phone, watched some anime and that's when all my patience just simmered down to nothing.

i hate being rushed especially when there's no reason for me to. //annoying moment deleted//

got to school, changed out of my shirt and headed for jollibee to meet up with chiki and got to see erna too! heehee so after chiki and myself played good student, bad student on erna, we finally managed to drag her away from her three-hour theology class to gateway.

bought tickets for You, Me and Dupree. [really awesome movie, drop by my friendster profile to know what i think of it.] had burgers and fries for lunch. gawked at the guys playing drumania and went off to see the movie.

unbeknownst to us, there was a sizeable crowd forming outside the top floor of gateway. the reason? BATISTA was there. i ended up fangirling like i never fangirl-ed before. i called ralph and joel and i still couldnt get over myself. i saw shanta and tried to tell her why i was so excited but i STILL couldnt calm down. chiki, who was also excited but was more collected than i was, texted her brother to gloat. we borrowed erna's cam to take pics of him but being the total idiot that i am, couldnt cut it. chiki took a video though. thanks babe!

oh my good god! batista is sooooooooooo effing hot! wearing all white and ugh! damn.. @.@ i thought i was going to puke or pass out or do both! i was so not emotionally ready for that kind of onslaught.

*inhale... exhale..*

chiki and erna were kind enough to let me play a round of drumania to let off the energy and steam that i didnt need. long line, cute guy and then it was my turn. the guy who went after was kind enough to let me use his sticks and i had a ball! it's been months since i last went near a drumset let alone a drumania console, so my right arm just locked up as my first song neared its end. but there were too many people watching, chiki and erna were there too, so i soldiered on and got the following scores, A for monster tree; A for sadame; A for sobakasu and B for across the nightmare. all played in extreme mode, x 4.0 and 4.5 speeds. i need to brush up on what little drumming skills i have. :P

weee! got stickee pickies and while erna was cutting them up i went on a little dare from the bunny. went up to the cute guy and asked him if he was single. lol. it was a hoot, here's how it went:
me: umm.. excuse me?
cute guy: stops and stares at me
me: i was just wondering if you're with anyone right now?
cute guy: couldnt seem to hear me so he moves closer and leans towards me a bit
me: repeates the question
cute guy: oh you mean right now?
me: no, no. i mean if you have a girlfriend.
*we both pause and stare at each other.
cute guy: smiles like i just asked the cuttest question on the planet. [if idiots can pull off HALF the gentle and amused smile that the cute guy had, id be all over those half-wits] yeah, i have a girlfriend.
me: yeah? cool! thanks! i smile at him for being nice enough to entertain and answer my question.

and then i went back to HQ to report to the master bunny and the erniekin. :P

after THAT, we headed for starbucks, sat down and had an even more interesting evening. :)

much thanks to erna and chiki for the awesome, awesome day.
shoutout to clarence, miguel and that cute guy for being awesome sports! :P


myself, erna and chiki after having lunch. :P

same crew, same place. gateway's foodcourt baby~

heehee, taken just before You, Me and Dupree started.

the bunny and me

haha! i should leave the pouting to the professionals. i look ridiculous. XD

Friday, September 08, 2006

who's coming to save you now?

midterms are finally DONE!!!

hehehe.. a whole damn lot of snags and bumps before yesterday but i managed to get through those three days without collapsing in on myself.


never mind what happened wednesday. i decided to share those two answers. i must live with that. i guess he'll never know how sorry i am and i suppose he'll never know how scared i am now of him.

sir basir! i wish every school in this country has you in it! thanks for the worry and support. i know things will turn out.. not the way they want it to, but it will turn out. :) i can't wait.

a world falls apart everyday. why must you think that when yours crumble the world should stop and shower you with... pity is what you want yes?

//in your efforts to keep anyone you so desperately want by your side, you push them away//

i think you have agitated her enough.

is this a war? i dont know. always thought life was such.. but is this a declaration or are you just taunting me? we'll see.. i stand to lose nothing if pitted against you.

the nutcracker may be performed soon..


Monday, September 04, 2006

that thing you do

there are a handfull of reasons why my brain's all over the place.

  1. i waited for over an hour for a ride from sm north.
  2. had to walk the rest of the way from where the fx stopped in fear of the flood and extreme traffic. //i never walked so damn fast in my life.//
  3. havent studied for tomorrow.
  4. havent started with the drafting stuff i was asked to work on.
  5. my midterm permit is still not signed.
  6. i got issues.
  7. o.O

i am so not ready.. for midterm exams and everything else.

Friday, September 01, 2006

all time sugar low

donn, i know i told you this last night but really, thank you.

joel, i dont tell you this often enough, thank you.

life and love are two different things but are alike in the sense that they never come easy and is usually too good to be true.

//i tear my heart open, i sew myself shut. and my weakness is that i care too much. and my scars remind me, that the past is real. i tear my heart open just to feel// [scars-papa roach]

for all the thinking i do and have done, my brain is incapable of coming up with an answer. lol. to wait or not to wait, THAT is the question.

//and i wont let myself be happy. i cut myself just to feel the pain. and i wont give up anything for you... i'm going down and noone can save me// [self inflicted-smile empty soul]

i am a bloody idiot. yeeep.. that's me. but thankfully, i've got joel who said no matter what i come up with he'd still be right there somewhere in the shadows with me. i hate this whole stuck thing. so i'll come up with a decision sooner or later. lawyers have more time to come up with closing statements to present to the jury in my head. not everyone is going to be happy with whatever i decide on.

and i stand to lose a lot.

a whole damn lot.


//love is insane, baby we are too. it's our hearts little grave and the salt in our wounds// [salt in our wounds-HIM]